motivation

-> the moment I turn on motivation - everything changes

00:56 📅 👀 Anya is constantly distracting me. First by watching TV, then tries to force herself on me. So sick her being horny 24/7. So sick of her aimlessness, her lack of motivation, discipline, work ethic.

-> Favorite music gives motivation kick and good for playing in BG while studying.

Guess mph losing it’s effect day after day. One day of tolerance break is enough for about 3 days, after that effect declines. Feel more distractible, less motivation, less drive. Ytd was a complete waste. Today much better, but still quite scattered, slow.