21:31 ✍🏻❤️💫 almost in tears, listen to motivational talks and feel like wasting my life. realized why I feel bad around Anya: she is always tired, lazy, sleepy - and it feels like it’s contagious and that’s I’m catching it.
22:09 ✍🏻❤️ feel kinda stuck with TGI: waste time avoiding, trying to prepare mentally etc.