✍🏻 ⛔️ ❤️ 14:10 feel bad after fritz kola
21:31 ✍🏻 ❤️ 💫 almost in tears, listen to motivational talks and feel like wasting my life. realized why I feel bad around Anya: she is always tired, lazy, sleepy - and it feels like it’s contagious and that’s I’m catching it.
✍🏻 👀 after talk with Anya feel bad. Shared how productive I were, didn't feel encouragement. Felt resentment after she put tasks on my shoulders.