Somehow I feel sad, discouraged. Atmosphere around Anya is kind of depressing, or it's me. Hard to focus on TGI preps. Everything seems to make so little sense. And just sadness.
{{TODO}} to/google ADHD - can't focus when not alone / at home
meditation breakthrough: calm focus and heightened awareness in the moment now.
👀 at night it's clearly much easier to focus and think. like when the light goes off - every distraction disappears