01:28 βπ» can't sleep, trying for already 45 min.
Hard to start, to break through the mental barrier and, quite frankly, don't even want that much.Motivation is quite low.
β€οΈ Everything seems so chaotic, afraid, overwhelmed -> avoiding
π‘ QoL improvement ideas Bucket List
Deal with distractions, find distraction free space
Get rid of energy sucking backburners, that trigger avoidance, overwhelm, self-hate, guilt etc.
Watch out for triggers
Speed up quick capture workflow
{{TODO}} Set up apps/drafts
Find better med logger
TM workflows time and tasks
Polish routines workflow
Better schedule workflow
more handy task manager
visual timers with task manager sync integration
SOMEDAY_LATER trackers:
time
calories
habits
moods
Somehow it seems so pathetic. Feel disgusted, disappointed.
19:05 β€οΈ In general feel so bad. sad, guilty, hating myself
-> schedule in iCal seems to check all the min. requirements for now in