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💭 ❓ ⭐️ Worry that Anya is a wrong one, worry to have chosen prematurely.

{{TODO}} maybe it’s about mph losing it’s effect and hyperfocusing tendencies are innate 💭

19:12 💭 update to 17:17: guess everything started (or ended) with me being overwhelmed by morning routine in addition to all the overdue tasks, together with lacking time for TGI.

{{ARCHIVED}} 👀 ❓ watching motivational videos instead of just listening seems to pump me up even more 💭

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22:09 💭 💡 🔬 -> I think the most important step is relearn to listen to and to trust your intuition.

-> 💭 seems like going too fast, need to slow down, I guess. Maybe try Nebo as digital BuJo. If won't work - try paper BuJo together with Migration to Roam for only Important stuff.

💭 📍 you want to remove as many distractions as possible

💭 Was thinking yesterday: need to find something that will just "feel right".

drank RB. let's see if it will make it worse. 💭

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anxiety, avoid, distractibility, brain-fog, IBS seem to always come hand-by-hand/together 💭

21:09 👀 💭 it is hardly possible to build and maintain a relationship with a person who takes everything personally and who is greedy to a fault.

💭 💫 I thought about this dynamic with Anya, that she does so much and I don't do anything and thus I'm bad and she is a victim.

make sure you feel better as a result of a break, not as a remaining effects of dociton in your blood 💭

19:58 📔 💭 maybe I'm just not that interested in Anya?

💭 You need to learn to put aside your emotions. Having a system, steps and deadlines and just executing regardless of how you feel should help.

💭 ❓ I don't think you can find focus in an unfocused environment. On finding right digital tools to get shit together These tools were designed to steal and manipulate your attention.

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💭 ❓ Emotional states are so fleeting and dumping them on paper feels like an enormous time waste, one could call it emotional hoarding.

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-> 💭 when trying to focus motivation in BG often just splits my attention, distracting and preventing to focus, opens window to get carried away more easily.