worry

guilt due to too long sleep and general worry from when waking up too late

worry about too many things to do. Scared of TGI exam. [feel], ashamed bc of mph and being in debts. Afraid to put Anya's name on the door, scared of landlord's reaction. Fear debts. Dk what to do with Areas of Life/Professional Life/University anymore. Like too many things at once and I'm trying to keep them all spinning at once. Feel a bit of resentment bc of Anya's apathy, laziness and weakness. She feels more and more like a distraction, like a burden.

worry due to running out of mph very soon

NYE: wonderful! Bit hard at the beginning, slow at preps. finally sat down around 23. but after that everything went well: tv, gifts, walk outside. Anya has put so much love and effort into her NY’s gift. I feel worry and guilt for spending too much on buying her APP as a gift.

• -> 🌀 💫 ❤️ I think I feel worry and overwhelm because of too many things and because I have no control/ overview. With thing like Todoist I can organize it and feel better. The important part is to keep up with it and put it all in one place.

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